I Always Want to Be the Best

Tell you a secret....i always want to be the best and when i see people are better than me especially my friends i will be very jealous, i don't know why i will be like that but i have tried hard to control myself. Maybe this type of me will try hard to achieve a target and maybe just maybe i will be the richest in the world....i also cannot control it, but i will try my best la. Besides that i also always want to attract people's attraction and make people happy because i want to be the most attractive and that's me. I also don't know why ? Maybe you should ask God. Because of this, i have done a very very serious mistake. I promised that i will never and ever do this type of mistake again, i will do by my own power. Please don't do any mistake or you will regret and that time is too late. That's all !!!