Grateful

Today, I was hurted. The one who hurted me wasn’t anyone, they are my dearest team. They hurt me deeply. i want to thank them for letting me know that I am a failure. I failed to make them obey the rules, failed to discipline them. These few months, I am so unwilling to scold my members and my team, that is because I don’t want them to be unhappy, I want them to be enjoyed in the whole process. I think once I scold them, they will scare of me, I don’t want such environment, that is what uniformed body’s tradition. I want to break this tradition, till now I still believe that who said uniformed body must be strict. I can love my members, treat them heartily, and have a nice relationship with them. They can also respect me, why can’t? I just ask them to march, I did marching also with them, it is very hurt you know, just leave like that, what the hell attitude is that? You know you stab me seriously, when I wanna talk to you during tuition but you are unwilling to talk back to me also, I know it from your eyes, you are reluctant to see me too, so I just turn back. I never met such situation(in the morning). Almost all my team members, they really disappointed me today. They just sat there and do nothing, what for they come, what our members, we as a head we must do also! I just hope for their cooperation, the power of mine alone is very weak, we need to unite and work together for a better tomorrow! Please don’t leave me alone, we need to work together, at the same time, love our world. If you all really want me to take the jobs myself, I have no choice, I will also do it as this is my responsibility. If you all want me to step down, I will do so too, because that is my fate. If you all don’t want respect me, it is meaningless I stay there and hold the power. Anyway, the day I sit this position then I will pay my all to make it a better day for our family. I really hope that we can work hard together, and at the same time, leave a sweet and unforgettable memories for you and for me. 最后，祝福你们